Jordandchan

yep so in a few weeks we will be gone and its all getting just a little bit too real to be honest. despite absolutely HATING packing and cleaning and moving stuff around and being forced to throw things out, we are about to embark on a huge adventure… i feel like i should be on the cover of a book entitled “the gillmans take on the world” although that does sound a little dramatic - and at the end of the day - its just a couple of people moving - there were lots before us and there will be lots after us… i think im just going to miss peoples company - not that i dont love jordans company…well you know what i mean.
i guess the biggest change for me in this whole process was not moving out or having our stuff flying down the freeway to Penrith but on Friday night saying goodbye to my bunny who i have had since she was 7 weeks old and could fit into my pocket or carry around in my hand… the though that i probably wont see her again was possibly the saddest thing about our deciding to move… to people we are only a phone call away - literally, but i cant call her, or write to her, or email, or even talk with… she is with her new family who will take awesome care of her - i know that - but if this is what it feels like when kids move out of home then i need to apologise to my mum and reconsider having any.… its horrid. all the same - its our choice to go and i need to remember that - as hard as it is sometimes…